Wednesday, December 31, 2008

good bye

2008年还没正式告别之前
我静静回顾这一年
我想我不会说再见
因为时光流逝了
就不会再来
我只想轻轻地说一声
good bye

me in florence

A picture of me, somewhere in Florence. I’ve forgot the name of this place. I can point the place to you on the map but just can’t tell the name of the place out of my mind. I think I’m just bad in memorizing the name of a place in a foreign language.

Firenze Duomo

I think duomo means cathedral in Italian. The Firenze Duomo is special to me as the building is very colourful! It’s a must see in Firenze (Florence). We didn’t go in to visit as it was a Sunday and the duomo was open for prayers only.

It’s partially under renovation. I think maintenance is something hard to keep a building look nice always. Do you agree that maintenance is harder than building it? The duomo wouldn’t be a must to visit if it not being maintained for so well over a few hundred years. This is not just one or two years, but a matter of hundreds of years. It’s not easy at all.

gelato

I think Italian ice-cream is a must try in Italy. You can see gelato (ice-cream) shops everywhere and anywhere. I wonder why Italian like gelato so much. But yes, I had a lot of gelato in Italy as well, had it almost every day. In this pic, fragola gelato, means strawberry ice-cream. This is the very first gelato I had in Italy. Cost? 2 euros. I like the strawberry taste of the ice-cream, as it taste like real strawberry and not artificial flavour. But, I think it’s too sweet. It will be perfect if they put less sugar in it. Oh yes, always ask the price before you buy gelato in Italy. My friend told me that her sister got charged 15 Euros for a few scoops (I think the definition of a few is 2-3 scoops) of gelato in Rome. 15 Euros for a few scoops of gelato is crazy, isn’t it? I’m definitely not paying for that.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

回首

2008年悄悄地来到了尾声
回首这一年
我的足迹踏遍了很多很多的地方
剑桥、伯明翰、伦敦、阿姆斯特丹、巴黎、曼彻斯特
柏林、热浪、比萨、佛罗伦斯、罗马、梵蒂冈、威尼斯
我从来没有试过在一年里面去那么多的地方
看那么多的新鲜事物
我有很多很多的感想
可是
我现在最想最想的是
让我回到原点
吉隆坡
那是我的家
永远有我那熟悉的温暖笑容
迎接我回来
我想回家
如果我可以

Sunday, December 28, 2008

睡眠保证

亲爱的威盛博士
我真的觉得你很适合去开诊所
治疗失眠的人
我想一定有很多需要你帮助的人们光顾你
一定可以赚很多很多的钱
然后你再开班授课
教导其他医生你的独门秘方
以帮助更多面对失眠问题的人
还可以出CD
那么更多人不必上诊所
在家里也可以接受治疗
不需要他妈则怕(temazepam)就可以解决睡眠问题
完全没有副作用
说不定你这些伟大举动
明年就可以让你得到诺贝尔医学奖了

亲爱的威盛博士
如果你真的要实行那么伟大的创举
我一定为你写推荐书
我对你的失眠治疗非常非常有信心
因为每一堂课你都有办法催眠我
不用十五分钟就进入昏迷状态
然后现在看回你给我的笔记
我都不记得当时发生过什么事情
可见你把我催眠时
我的梦都非常甜

亲爱的威盛博士
我还帮你想好口号了
有威盛,睡眠有保证!

Postcards


Taken while shopping for postcard in Florence. I've bought loads of postcards in my 8 days trip. I have to admit that i'm the queen of postcards! Have a guess on how many postcards did i buy. haha

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

比萨 Pisa

当天从诺丁汉坐了两个多小时的飞机飞到比萨已经是当地下午四点多了。待我们参观比萨最著名的斜塔时,虽然只是下午五点多,但天已经暗了。旅行碰到日短夜长的问题,真的觉得很讨厌。那天晚上我们拍了很多照片,摆了很多pose,但回到来后,我发现我们拍的照片都不好看。大部分的照片都是蒙蒙的,真得让人觉得十分伤心。

我在想,如果比萨这座塔完整无缺,也就是说这塔是直的而非斜的,还会有人愿意来比萨吗?基本上,我觉得比萨只是一个小地方,除了这座著名的斜塔,就没有什么地方可以参观了。我们晚上8点多走在街上时,大部分的店已经打烊了,到处都静悄悄的。那天晚上,我们在想,街上除了我们,难道就没有别人了吗?

对了,明天是圣诞节,祝大家圣诞节快乐!Merry Christmas!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

La Tana Restaurant

This is the restaurant we had our first meal in Italy. I highly recomment this restaurant as their food is cheap and good! Do visit this restaurant if you are going to visit Pisa.

Italian restaurants usually serve bread before they serve the food. Just like the Chinese Restaurant in KL serve peanuts before the ordered dishes.

I've forgot the name of this pasta. Yes, this is pasta!

Focaccia con proscuitto crudo e mozzarella
Focaccia is a flat bread brushed with garlic, salt and olive oil. I think this is quite special.

Our pizzas and focaccia.

We wanted to order tiramisu in the beginning...but they had sold out tiramisu. :((( So, we ordered truffle ice-cream instead. This is black truffle.
and...white truffle! yummy!!! The ice-creams taste heavenly good!
Pizzeria La Tana Riccomi
Address:
Via San Frediano 6, Pisa (near The University of Pisa)
Telephone:
050.580540

Friday, December 12, 2008

I'm thinking

I’m thinking of……

Shall I try to straighten it or destroy it?

Do you think I will see the Pope and take a picture with him?

How should I pose here?

If you have not able to recognize these places from the pictures, I would say:”This is so sad!”
And yes, I’ll be away for Italy tomorrow. Don’t miss me too much!

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

栗子

我啊
很喜欢吃炒栗子
每次经过茨场街的炒栗子摊子
都受不了那香味的引诱
炒栗子在吉隆坡卖得很贵的
我每次都不舍得买
但是,因为我喜欢吃
到最后还是会掏钱包买的

记得有一次跟家人去泰国旅行
看到街边有卖炒栗子
价钱比吉隆坡便宜
二话不说就买了一公斤
我们几个人在酒店就将一公斤吃完
那种满足感
我现在还记得
虽然
已经是12年前的事情了

某个周末
我在这里的菜市看见栗子
我想也没想就买了一包
因为这是我第一次在英国看见栗子
看着一包24粒的栗子
满心欢喜

Monday, December 08, 2008

a winter morning


The trace of snow.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

害怕


害怕 - 林俊傑JJ Lin


作词:李瑞洵 作曲:林俊杰

WU~~~~~WO~~
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差

我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再
去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我

而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你
这网里我也撑着
拼了命的守着

这首歌
我从很久很久以前就已经很喜欢
不知怎么把它忘了很久
再听一遍
有一种想哭得感动

当我还没有来得及回神过来
今年冬天已经悄悄地下了两次雪
还记得我去年盼了又盼都盼不到
我想
今年冬天
很冷

Monday, December 01, 2008

怀念

我听着从前听过的歌
看从前看过的书
我突然怀念从前
那时候的我和你
很好
很好
现在虽然我们都各分东西
但是
不知道你还记不记得
我们曾经有过
那么一段
美好的回忆

Sunday, November 30, 2008

愿望

我在想

可不可以很败家地不顾价钱

就这样从电器店搬一架电子钢琴回家?

烦恼

一架钢琴的价钱

并不是小数目

可不可以有人很慷慨地送我一架?

终结我所有的烦恼

是梦

也许已经没有人

还依稀记得

我有过这样的

小小愿望

Saturday, November 29, 2008

A Wish

Since I’m in UK, watching drama has become my main activity. But, I feel weak intellectually. I miss the time of reading books and playing piano which I used to do when I was in KL.

I have to admit that I don’t play piano very well. But, who cares? Cuz I just want to entertain myself.

So, I have a wish.

Can I have a piano for Christmas?

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

不完整的旋律

我说
音乐可以净化心灵
旁若无人
在公众场所奏了一遍
不完整的一首简单的歌
内心
获得少少安定

Sunday, November 23, 2008

11月之雪

11月底
当我还在静静观察秋天的变化
天空悄悄地下起了大雪
我伸手去触碰
却怎么也不降落在我手心

Rose

这是我的!!!
我是在炫耀,请别羡慕!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Fallen leaves

I like this combination of colours.

This is one of the pictures in my autumn collection that I like the most.

给扁先生

从台湾之子
至台湾之耻
扁先生 你是否应该反省?
你把眼睛撑得那么大地在说谎
难道你不累?

Monday, November 17, 2008

Summer Berries & Cream

"Summer Berries & Cream Inspired by the bounty of fruits that grow in the summer season, Summer Berries & Cream is a mouth-watering combination of sun-ripened berries and rich ice cream swirled with a light raspberry sauce. Showcasing an exquisite blend of fruits, Summer Berries & Cream is reminiscent of traditional English picnics and long warm summers." Haagen Dazs's website

This ice-cream is heavenly good!! I'll add this flavour to my favourite list with Strawberry, Belgium Chocolate and Rum & Raisin. I bought this 500ml pint at 2.5 pounds, (around RM15) which is very cheap if compared to the price in Malaysia. Haagen ice-cream is my all time favourite and I do always think of it when I need a dose of ice-cream. yummy~~~

Saturday, November 15, 2008

不寻常

一定是哪里出了问题
印象中 似乎从我懂事以来
就没有试过
时间未踏入21.00
我就已经进入梦乡
这是一种 非常的不寻常

格林威治时间05.00
出奇意外的破纪录
从粉红被窝缓缓爬起来
开始全新的一天
遇上了早晨最美的时刻
看着漆黑天空渐渐泛鱼肚白

格林威治时间07.45
外出
金马伦高原似的天气
街上全是年长人士的踪影
唯吾例外
是否说明吾已从属于自己的年龄阶层升级?

这是不寻常的一天
一定是哪里出了问题

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

恶性循环

因为我有很多工作
所以我缩短睡眠时间

因为我缩短睡眠时间
所以我精神欠佳

因为我精神欠佳
所以头脑思维非常迟钝

因为我思维不灵活
所以我工作速度非常慢

因为我工作速度非常慢
所以我工作还剩很多

因为我的工作每天都做不完
所以我每天都这样恶性循环

Sunday, November 09, 2008

秋叶

near Hallwark Library, University Park Campus, University of Nottingham

ps: 我蹲在地上拍照的时候,路过的人当我是傻瓜。:p

Friday, November 07, 2008

bon fire


Bon fire night was awesome!
but my camera was lousy to take a nice picture of the fireworks

Saturday, November 01, 2008

无言

无法言喻的心情
开心?失落?悲哀?绝望?
我笑不出
也哭不出
我想
我需要巧克力
寄望一点点的甜
能换取少少的安慰

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Bed bugs

Right, I’m going to tell a story about what happened to my house. Yes, the house which I was staying last year and I’m currently staying. We thought of since last year was ok to be here, this year will be fine too. But, the answer is NO. The house has given me so much trouble since I was back to UK in end of September.

I shall start the story chronologically. It was an afternoon in the mid of summer this year, when I was still working with Boots for my summer placement, my housemate knocked on my door and asked me about the bites on his hands. To me, I could recognize that it was insect bites. Therefore, I asked him to get some antihistamine cream to apply on his hand to relieve the itchiness. I didn’t suspect anything goes wrong becuz there were more insects in the house during summer compared to the colder seasons. I thought I was just some normal insects’ bites.

Nothing happened until I heard from another housemate that the house is infected by bed bug, it was around mid of September. The new housemate was got bitten badly. (The housemate I mentioned earlier has left Nottingham and back to his home country.) I don’t even know what was bed bug at that time becuz I never hear d of it! It’s named as bed bug becuz it live in the bed! The bug will be attracted to your body heat when you sleep on the bed and come out to suck your blood. Sounds disgusting right? Bed bug infection is very common in hotels and hostels. It is possible to stick on your clothes or luggage and bring the bug to your home. My housemates had contacted the house owner and the house owner asked the people from the council to do a treatment. Bed bug treatment from the council is free in the area I’m staying. The council had sub the contract to a private company to come and spray the chemicals on the day when I flied back to UK. The house was in a total mess and I had to stay in other friend’s house for that night. In order to get rid of all bugs and their egg, we had to wash all clothes at 90 degrees and clean very single item of the house. I had spent a whole night doing these when I returned to my house.

We thought it was the end of the story, but no. The new housemate still got bitten by bed bug after the treatment. This has caused my new housemate had to break the tenancy contract and left the house. She had loss her deposit and 2 months’ rent, which is quite a huge amount of money to a student. Three of us who remained in the house bought bed bug powder from a website and spray the powder in every single corner of the house as prevention. The company claimed that the powder doesn’t kill bed bug chemically but physically by causing the bugs dehydrated and die. Is the powder strong enough? I don’t know. But, one of the housemate got bitten by the bug after she had vacuum the powder that we sprayed in her room. This proved that the treatment earlier (spray chemical by the private company) was failed and the infection has spread. The failure could be due to: 1) The private company didn’t do the job properly. 2) We didn’t clean everything carefully enough.

Last Wednesday, the council’s people came again to check the house and we made another appointment with them. This time, the council will do the treatment by their staff but not sub the contract to private company. We were busy cleaning again for about 4 days before the treatment. We packed the cleaned items into a bin bag and left it in our own room. I swear I never use so much bin bags before in my life. As the bags were everywhere in my room, I hardly walk around for 4 days.

Finally, the job was done by the council’s staffs. My house looks like it has been burglared. They had turned everything upside down to spray the chemicals. I think this hint that the council’s staffs provide better service than the previous one. The person from the private company was just too lazy to move things around. I spent another 2 days to put everything back in place. Gosh, it takes me a week to get everything done! This is damn time consuming isn’t it?

Will this be the end of the story? I do hope this is finale. I have no energy to clean and pack everything anymore. According to the bed bug expert from the council, it’s normal to get bitten by the bed bug in the following two weeks after treatment. But, if we got bitten after two weeks, treatment has to be redone. If the infection is coming back for the third time, I’m gonna leave the house. I rather breach the tenancy contract and lose money, than continue the cycle of get bitten-clean everything-spray chemicals-put back. Wish us good luck.

And…don’t rent this house if you are coming over to University of Nottingham to study soon.

Monday, October 27, 2008

我是马来西亚人

不明白为什么,时常在这里听到华人称呼马来西亚人为马来人或马拉人(广东话)。每当听见别人说:“你来自马来?”, 我的心里就会有一阵不爽。因为,我不是马来人更加不是马拉人,而是马来西亚人。

别人说,‘马来’是马来西亚的简称。可是,我做了马来西亚公民20多年,从来都不知道我的国家的简称是‘马来’。‘马来’两个字,我真的不知道从何而来。据我所知,马来西亚就是Malaysia 的翻译。如果觉得马来西亚四个字太长,大可以将她缩写成‘大马’。请注意,是大马,不是大麻。用大马代表我们的国家,这是每一个马来西亚公民都知道的基本常识。

马来西亚由三个大种族而组成:马来人、华人和印度人。马来人是我国的一个种族,占了国家大约60%的人口。我是马来西亚华人,并非马来人。我身上流着的血与中国人没分别,不同的只是我的国籍。所以,每当别人将我称呼为马来人,我都会理清,纠正别人的错误。

我不是马来人。我只会很自豪地对别人说我是马来西亚人。

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

泛黄


我随身携带相机
全为将秋季的风景化为永恒
现在,这照片是我的电脑的屏幕背景

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Christmas decorations

Old Market Square, Nottingham

Omg…it’s only October but they have started putting up the Christmas decorations! What?!Why do they putting up these 2 months in advance??? I’m just thinking that it’s too early to do so. By the way, it feels so boring to see the same decorations as last year.

迷灿的灯光
震耳欲聋的音响
沉醉于狂欢声浪
欢乐在深夜里弥漫
挥霍
青春年华
旁观
反思
这样的夜
我不喜欢

Thursday, October 16, 2008

self-portrait

me

University Park, Nottingham

我喜欢
树叶泛黄
徐徐坠落的时刻
这是秋季
最美的时刻

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

some where

I was here.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

害怕

这几个月
忽然之间与死亡靠得很近
别离接踵而来
我突然有很多很多的感叹
我害怕死亡
害怕的不是我自己撒手而归
而是害怕我身边的人不辞而别
害怕一早醒来发现我再也看不到你的踪影
害怕突然之间别人告诉我再也看不见你的笑容
我还记得我知道曾外婆去世时的心情
那种无法控制眼泪的悲伤
那是永远都烙印的心底的痛
所以
可不可以
努力地活着
不要对我不告而别
请坚强地生存着
好不好?

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

travel

I was looking at my old pictures on Facebook and it reminds me about this picture. This was taken at Lizard Point, Cornwall. It was the most comfortable trip we had since we were in the uk. Never realize that going on a trip by having a car is so fun. By the way, it can only be our first and last road trip because our Malaysia driving license cannot be used in the UK any more. Can someone volunteer to get an international driving license so that we can have another road trip? This time, our destination will be the north part of the uk.

秋-冬

泛黄的叶子一片一片坠落
黑夜渐渐长过白天
慢慢走向春夏秋冬最后的一个季节
迈向人生的第二个冬天
这一次
我不期待了

Monday, October 06, 2008

uk

i'm back to uk again.
i hate the cold weather!!!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

不受控制
一颗一颗牙齿脱落
恐怖
恐惧
在梦中蔓延
惊醒
不由自主地
想哭

Friday, September 19, 2008

青蛙民主

已经超过半年了。三月八号至今的政治格局仍然是吵吵闹闹,让人觉得烦死了。三月八号成绩公布那一天,我们这些小小人民都希望这强大反对党可以牵制肆无顾忌的执政党,好好地监视执政党以为人民谋求最大的福利。不过,我们究竟还是失望了。执政党没有好好地做;反对党也没有做好本分,天天见报的都是想尽办法如何推翻政府。

马来西亚的政坛一直以来都有很多喜欢跳来跳去的青蛙,那里的池塘大一点就往那里跳。这种政治毒蛙,我个人非常瞧不起他们的人格和信用。在大选之时,我们给这些我们认为可靠并可以为民服务的候选人和政党投了我们手上神圣的一票。不过,青蛙候选人成为议员后就忘了自己的承诺,打了打算盘,就往自己利益的那方跳。这些青蛙为了自己,竟然背弃了支持他的选民,这是叫人感到多么失望啊!以往,通常都是反对党的议员往执政党跳。所以,反对党要想尽办法阻止自己的议员连带议席跳槽,并强力谴责这种跳槽的行为。如今风水轮流转,竟然轮到反对党以牙还牙,以其人之道,还治其人之身。

阴晴不定的九月十六日,有人大喊可以偷天换日,我在静静观看。从小学开始,我们就从课本里知道,我国每五年进行一次大选,人民用手中神圣的一票选出自己心目中的政府。可是,有些人却不打算通过‘人民有权利决定自己的政府’这方式推翻政府来夺得政权。可笑的,他们用的手法正是当年自己恨之入骨的‘青蛙跳跳法’。你说你有能力治好国家,可以比执政党做得更好。可是,你却没有问过我们,到底我们喜不喜欢你做我们的政府?试问,用‘青蛙跳跳法’夺政权的政治,到底还算不算是民主?利用这种方法夺政的政府,我不服,还有千千万万的人不服!

我绝对很乐意看见我国的政治局面能有所突破,不过不是通过‘青蛙跳跳法’。希望反对党们能以德服人并做好本分,向大家证明你们是很棒的。通过大选夺得政权,这是民主最基本的原则。选民的眼睛是雪亮的,谁做得好,我们手上的一票就会投给那一方。希望这五年内,执政党和反对党可以好好合作,为发展国家而努力!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

离人节

9月28日
这一天对我而言
一直以来都有非凡的意义
从很久很久以前开始
我总是很期盼每一年的这一天
可是
这一次
不了
今年的这一天象征离别
是我自己把这重要的一天变成离人节
因为
我想
听你亲口对我说一声
生日快乐

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

中秋

我已经错过了新年和端午
还好赶得及参加中秋
我喜欢一家人聚在一起的时间
特别是当我孤单一人的时候
握不住的总是让人特别怀念

家里的餐桌已经摆满一盒盒的月饼
其实看得有少少害怕
因为我不是很喜欢吃月饼
众多月饼之中能得到我的青睐的唯独潮州芋泥月饼
不过由于高卡路里
我还是少吃为妙

今年中秋也会在外婆家庆祝
以往我会与表兄弟姐妹一起玩灯笼
这玩意儿在我们长大以后已经没有再玩
顶多只是点几个灯笼装饰,应节
但是中秋节总是少不了家人团聚在一起
我喜欢这个大家庭坐在庭院里喝茶聊天的情景
这是金钱所不能换的幸福

今年中秋
让皎洁明月为我们见证
一家团圆团结
我期待

Sunday, August 31, 2008

荒废

我回家了
由于回来后很忙
所以很少更新我的blog
真的不好意思
多多包涵

Monday, August 25, 2008

我还记得
曾经有一段时间很喜欢雨天
喜欢在窗边看着雨天的风景
不过
现在我不喜欢了

Sunday, August 10, 2008

回家

直到来了外国留学
才了解回家是非常非常幸福的
如果飞机直航从伦敦到吉隆坡
大约需要13至14个小时
如果加上从诺丁汉到伦敦的时间
大约就需要17-18个小时

但是
我说但是
为了省钱
回家就不只需要18个小时了
明天我就要展开回家的旅程
英国时间早上八点半出发到诺丁汉火车站搭九点半的火车去伯明翰机场
其实从我的屋子搭巴士出发去火车站只需要半个小时
但是我留多了一点点时间
飞机在英国时间下午2点前往独拜然后我要在杜拜和几个朋友等9个小时
从杜拜飞往吉隆坡需要10个小时
其实杜拜飞往吉隆坡不需要那么久
但是中途在新加坡停留就变成10个小时
将旅途的时间加起来
一共需要大概32个小时
如果再加上马来西亚和英国的时差
就大概是39-40个小时
够久吧!

虽说旅途可能很遥远而辛苦
但是可以回家
再辛苦也是值得的!
我已经等不及了!

北京欢迎你


Go 奥运!
华人办奥运,听到这首歌的时候感到非常感动!

Friday, August 08, 2008

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Paris

We visited Paris in March, and it was quite cold although it was spring. The first place to visit in Paris, Musée du Louvre. This place is very beautiful right? By the way, this picture is a bit shaky. Well, I think it’s very difficult to take picture at night without a tripod stand.

The Louvre Museum is one of the world’s most visited art museums. The collection's nearly 35,000 pieces are displayed over 60,000 square meters. I think the museum itself is a great work of art!

Venue de Milo, one of the famous collections of the museum.

Yummy!!!

When we were waiting for our lunch.

Quiche Lorraine Maison

Notre Dame. This church is very very very beautiful!!

Where shall we go next?

Jardin du Luxembourg, the largest public park in the city.

If I’m not mistaken, I think the name of this cake is Opera. This is heavenly good!!

Macaron, another must try in France! I had that as my breakfast on Easter Sunday.

How can we not visit the Eiffel Tower? Damn a lot people lining up to get onto the tower. We decided to visit by stairs instead of taking lift, because the line for stairs was much shorter. So, if you want to visit Eiffel Tower, I would suggest going there as early as possible to beat the crowd.

This is Paris, taken from Eiffel Tower.

And of course, must take a picture with the tower!

Pont Alexandre III, a very famous and beautiful bridge.

We were in the middle of Champs-Élysées to take a picture of Arc de Triomphe.

Roast duck, my last dinner in Paris.

As we were unable to understand the menu which is in French, the waitress translated this to us as ‘small fish’. Hahaha…

-The End-

Feel hungry already? Perhaps you can make Paris your next destination!
For me, I love this city and I think I’ll definitely visit Paris again!

Saturday, August 02, 2008

随笔

阳光普照
蓝天白云
凉凉的夏季
可不可以全年都是这样的天气?

还有10天
很久之前我已经开始倒数
家的幻影
出现在我的眼前

我喜欢忙碌得不可开交
冲锋陷阵的感觉
虽然辛苦
却很有成就感
很满足


不是赚很多
却花很多
是时候要节制一点
只有买回家送给家人的礼物
才没有那么内疚

水痘的伤口结了疤
硬化
随意碰到就掉下来
脸上一个一个洞
不懂会不会留疤?

Saturday, July 26, 2008

笑容

开始阅读之前,请先阅读《眼神

天啊!到底值是什么时间了?竟然还大塞车!怒气不禁在塞在车龙中央的他渐渐升起。今天下午收到好友的来电,说她进了医院,他就一整个下午心不在焉,若不是因为工作在身,他早已经去医院看她了。

这时,收音机传来一首他几乎忘记了的旋律。那,已经是很久很久以前的事了。回忆在他的脑海涌现,渐渐平复了他心中的怒气。那是第一次,他在朋友的生日派对上第一次看到她。她穿着一条白色的连身裙,绑着马尾,跟一群女生在舞池中央跳舞。她笑得好灿烂,像春天的阳光那般和煦,不知不觉中深深地吸引着他。那时候他们听着的,就是这首歌。这段回忆埋藏在他的心底,盖上了厚厚的尘,已经很久很久没有记起。

那是全世界最美丽的笑容,他真的是那么认为。为什么她总是能笑得那么无忧无虑?他总是忍不住在某个角落偷偷遥望她,捕捉她每一个摄人心魂的笑容。她不知道,她在他的心里的位置不只是好朋友。那是比好朋友再多一点点。他想她懂,却又害怕她知道后却再也看不见那纯美的笑容。他的心,总是那么地矛盾。

几乎被遗忘的过去,一点一点拼凑,慢慢地在他的眼前浮现。那一个晚上,他们俩背靠着背坐在沙滩上,听着海浪拍打岸边的声音,东南西北,无所不谈。他还记得,那一晚星光斑斓,她笑得好灿烂,那是永远都那么摄人心魂的笑容。他想握紧她的手,却欠缺了少少勇气而不敢前进。那晚他骑着脚车送她回家,他多么希望沿着海边的那条路没有尽头,让她靠在他的背上的时间可以长一点点 。可是,他还是必须告诉她,关于他多几天就必须出国深造的事实。他不知道下一次见到她将会是何时何日,说着说着,他的心是一阵阵痛。他们俩都很沉默,在他的心底,却挂起了狂风暴雨。他将她安全地送到了目的地,看着她对他挥挥手。那是他最后一次见到她,也是最后一次骑着脚车沿着海边那条路离开她。

后来,他寄了好多关于自己生活点滴的电邮给她,希望大家都还能保持着联系。不知怎么的,所有寄出的电邮都仿佛像石沉大海,全都没有回应。也许,她讨厌他吧!渐渐地,他也没有再为她用心写电邮,两人像风筝断了线,不再有一点点的交流。从此以后,他用心读书工作,让她渐渐从他的生命中消失。也许,他永远都不知道,因为一个字母之差,他用心给她写的电邮,永远都无法到达她的邮箱中。

他渐渐没有时时刻刻记住她那摄人心魂的笑容,取代而之的是他与另外一个她的快乐时光。直到两人决定共结连理,他们俩决定回到他成长的地方。他将请柬发给了所有的亲戚和朋友时,突然想起了他。于是,他沿着从前的路,来到了她住的地方。不知道她还住在这里吗? 不知道她的笑容还是那么美吗? 他把请柬放进了她家的信箱,希望她会来,盼望有生之年还可以见她一面。

病房外,他透过门上的透明小窗看见了躺在病床上的她。‘怎么她的脸色那么苍白? 怎么她变得憔悴了许多?’不少疑问句在他的心中徘徊,让他不禁皱起了眉头。他正想推开门一步一步向她靠近时,看见一个女生向她的床边靠近,然后她用双手,尝试用力地支撑起她脆弱的身躯,以便坐起来。

“你是怎么了?怎么把自己弄成这样子?”

“只是不小心淋到雨而生病而已。小事情,别那么紧张。”他在门外听着她缓慢而脆弱的声音,不禁皱眉头。

“你是不小心还是故意的,你自己最清楚。自从你收到他的请柬后就失魂落魄,你一直说没关系,心里却还是非常介意……”

“你别说了,别人都要结婚了…….”她低下头,没有再说话。

他不敢相信,他说听到的,是真的吗?这几句话带给他的心莫大的震撼。为什么他现在才知道这他早就应该懂的事情?来不及了,已经来不及了,太迟了。他倒退一步,并没有推开那扇门。

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

眼神

这是一种怎样的感觉?惆怅?雨天,豆大的雨点打在落地窗户上,她坐在窗边看着雨,坠入她的心底。可不可以让从天而降的水滴在她的身上,净化她凌乱不堪的心?想着想着,她推开窗,双脚跨出去,站在花园的中央,让雨水一点一点坠落她的身躯上。雨滴一点一点渗透她的衣服,她闭上眼,感受着随雨而来的清凉。

是夜,她抱着被坐在床上,却仍然觉得冷冷的。她不停地打喷嚏,心想,也许今天下午不应该出去淋雨。可是,这已经太迟了,意识已经渐渐模糊,额头似乎已经开始发烫。不知怎么的,她以为早已经忘记的回忆,却在她意识模糊的时候,一点一点在她的眼前浮现。那是好久好久以前的事情了。多久?忘了。

那是她最喜欢的眼神,总是那么地自信和迷人。那双专属他的的眼睛总是那么清澈明亮,而她总是忍不住在某个角落偷偷瞄望他。他不知道,他在她的心里的位置不只是好朋友。那是比好朋友再多一点点。她想他懂,却又害怕他知道后却让大家的关系倒退。她的心,总是那么地矛盾。

凌乱的碎片,一点一点拼凑,慢慢地在她的眼前浮现。那一个晚上,他们俩背靠着背坐在沙滩上,听着海浪拍打岸边的声音,东南西北,无所不谈。她还记得,那一晚星光斑斓,他们俩都笑得很开心。那晚他骑着脚车送她回家,她多么希望沿着海边的那条路没有尽头,让他们一起的时间可以长一点点 。可是,还没有到达之前,他却告诉她,他多几天就必须离开到遥远的国度深造,下一次见面将不知道是何时何日。她的脑袋忽然一片空白,嘴角吐不出一句话语。回到家后,她看着他的背影渐渐从她的眼前消失,脸颊不知不觉中湿透了。那一次,是她最后一次见到他。

他离开后,两人像断了线的风筝,不再有一点点的交流。少了他的日子变得很空白,她将所有的时间和精力都放在自己的学业和工作上。从此以后,她再也不去那个曾经有过她和他的足迹的那个沙滩,努力地将他从她的生命里渐渐消失。她努力地把他忘记,却不知不觉中将他放在自内心最深处。她不知道,也没发现。

直到一个阳光耀眼的午后,信箱里安放着一个没有邮票的精致粉红色信封,她下班后如常从信箱里取出邮差放在信箱里头的信。没有邮票的信在她的心里引起了很多问号。她小心翼翼地拆开信封,信封里的竟然是他和另外一个她的结婚请柬。她的世界顿时天旋地转,无法呼吸。她睁睁望着那请柬,心里下起了狂风暴雨。

她闭上眼睛,试图阻止自己进一步胡思乱想,回忆过去。她一直以为她已经忘记,却不知道他一直就住在自己的心底。她缓缓躺在床上,无意中却发现床边窗外的天空如那天晚上般星光斑斓。她的嘴角轻轻地勾起了甜蜜却苦涩的微笑。闭上眼睛睡吧,希望今晚可以有个好梦。

Monday, July 21, 2008

公蕉

我说,马来西亚人真的很厉害
因为我们不用看
也懂得分香蕉是公还是母的
在马来西亚母蕉是没有地位的
因为我们只吃公蕉

Thursday, July 17, 2008

文字

和煦阳光穿越云层
温暖了大地
蔚蓝天空配上暖暖微风
专属夏天的明媚风景
满心欢喜挽着一袋寻自诺丁汉中央图书馆的天地
一页又一页中文的独特文字间徘徊
闭上眼睛想象由一字一句构成的画面
重拾阅读的乐趣
寻回一点点的文艺气息

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

赏花

2008年春
盛开的桃花树下
用不同的角度欣赏春天的美

Monday, July 14, 2008

梦想

我有一个梦想
希望能趁我在英国的这段日子
将我的脚印
踏遍大半个欧洲
用相册记录所有的点点滴滴

我有一个梦想
希望有一天可以回到巴黎
带我的父母一起
体验浓浓的艺术气息
还有那浓郁的浪漫和古典
当然也少不了那让人回味无穷的法式美食

我有一个梦想
希望有一天可以再次踏足北京
用一个全新的角度体验北京
让时间在现代与元明清朝之间纵横交替
我想看见
属于中华民族的光荣史迹

我有一个梦想
这是我最大的梦想
当我结束了疲惫的旅途
可以回到属于我自己的家
有我的爸爸妈妈还有弟弟
开心平安在一起

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Thursday, July 10, 2008

循环

假期生活是
工作工作工作
放工回来
累累累
吃吃吃
睡睡睡
就是这样
重复循环

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Keukenhof Garden

Why Keukenhof Garden? I think it is one of the places you must visit for once in your life.

Tulips are so elegant.

We went to there in late March 2008, and we thought the whole garden suppose to be like this.

Instead, most of the part was like this because the weather was damn cold in March.

Sad-ing. Conclusion is, don’t go there in late March. I would recommend you to go there around mid of April. I think the garden would be more beautiful in mid of April.

*I’m supposed to complete this series of posts. Sorry for drag it for such a long time. I do promise I’ll complete it!