Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Hero of Earth's promo tour

Dang! Dang! Dang!!!

Announcement!!


March 17-20, Lee Hom is coming to Malaysia to promote his latest album, Heroes of Earth. As a loyal fan…I must go to the KL showcase and support him! How could I miss this golden opportunity to see him??! Haha…


Confirmed Showcase Dates & Venues

Date : 17/03/2006
Time : 8pm
Venue : Penampung KDCA, Kota Kinabalu

Date : 18/03/2006
Time : 8pm
Venue : MBKS Indoor Stadium, Pending, Kuching

Date : 19/03/2006
Time : 2pm
Venue : PayFong High School Hall, Malacca

Date : 19/03/2006
Time : 8pm
Venue : Sunway Surf Beach (entrance from south gate)

Date : 20/03/2006
Time : 8pm
Venue : Gurney Garden, Gurney Plaza Penang

Ticket Redemption Information

Date : 06/03/2006 -10/03/2006
Time : Office hours
Venue : (988 Office) Star RFM Sdn Bhd, 19th Floor, Bangunan AMDB, No 1, Jalan Lumut, 50400 Kuala Lumpur.
**No requirement needed to redeem showcase ticket, 4 tickets per person. First come first served basis.

Date : 11 & 12/03/2006
Time : 12pm onwards
Venue : KL, Sungei Wang

Date : 11 & 12/03/2006
Time : 11am onwards
Venue : Penang, Gurney Plaza

Date : 11 & 12/03/2006
Time : 3pm onwards
Venue : Melaka, Plaza Raya
**Pls bring along your copy of "Heroes of the Earth" CD (Cover and lyrics booklet) or Cassette in order for you to redeem the ticket. 1 CD for 2 tickets / 1 cassette for 1 ticket. First come first served basis.

Okay…now, the first thing I need to do is to redeem the showcase ticket. I want to go to Star RFM (988) to redeem the ticket…but I don’t know where izzit! I really have no idea about where is it from the address given. Can anyone tell me how to go Jalan Lumut?? Or perhaps some landmark will do. Hope you can help me! Thanks in advance!

Friday, February 24, 2006

幸福

我这个土生土长的吉隆坡人,
患有严重的恋KLCC症。
常有事没事就会去报到,
有budget也好,没有也好,
就是喜欢去那里。
在这城市里,我无时无刻都会无意地寻找它美丽的倩影
只是看也觉得很开心。

今天早放学又去报到。
不同的是,今天是孤身作战。
一个人走在商场里,
除了向服务生咨询一些产品资料以外,
没有开口说多少句话。
一个下午,纯粹走走逛逛。

商场里,有很多与朋友共同创造的回忆。
有说有笑,欢乐洋溢每一个曾有我们身影的角落。
过去,穿梭在每一条我们曾一起走过的走廊里。
今天的我,任由沉默代替我们一同出游的情景。
虽然沉默,但我并没有难过。

心情平淡得很,
我是开心的,
只是少了我们一起时的兴奋。

一致的脚步,
欢乐的笑声,
无聊却乐在其中的对话,
发现新事物的分享,
互相依赖的安全感,
原来……
这就是幸福。

是不是我发现得太迟?

'贵格不饱'(cantonese)的午餐。平时与朋友出去通常是选又便宜又好吃的, 今天自己一个出去,餐馆的气氛却成了我选择的主要因素。哈哈!老实说,我平时真的很少光顾咖啡馆。


Wednesday, February 22, 2006

历史上的皇帝 之 十四

雍正帝

清世宗雍正(1678年12月13日—1735年10月8日),姓爱新觉罗,名胤禛,康熙帝第四子。生于康熙十六年,卒于雍正十三年,死后葬于清西陵中的泰陵。雍正母为康熙孝恭仁皇后乌雅氏,皇后乌拉那拉氏。

康熙四十七年黄河洪水情况恶化。在几位贪官的指挥下,灾民未能够得到需要的补助康熙皇帝听说后,决定派出一位皇子来担当灾区筹款的艰难任务。根据历史记载,由于太子胤礽无能,也不想得罪人,为朝廷办事的胤禛与皇十三子胤祥一起决定当差。

雍正一朝,整顿吏治,创立密折制度并设立军机处以加强中央集权,摊丁入地,废除贱籍,并且建立了秘密选储制度,使皇位继承问题制度化。雍正在位期间,勤于政事,自诩“以勤先天下”。

雍正皇帝四十五岁即位,其即位经过至今也是一个解不开的谜,对其继位之说有多个版本。“雍正夺嫡”和“太后下嫁”与“顺治出家”并称“清宫三大疑案”。清朝官方史记所说,公元1722年,清康熙六十一年冬,康熙皇帝病逝于北京畅春园内。之前,召七位皇子至病榻前(雍正不在其中,此时正代康熙在天坛祭天),由提督九门,卫戍京师的雍正的舅舅,理藩院尚书、步军统领隆科多传旨,皇四子胤禛即位,即雍正皇帝。《康熙遗诏》原文为:“皇四子胤禛,人品贵重,深肖朕躬,必能克承大统,著继朕登基,即皇帝位。”然而民间传闻康熙皇帝本意将皇位传给皇十四子胤禵,皇四子胤禛——即后来的雍正皇帝——将康熙遗诏中的“传位十四子”改为“传位于四子”而夺得皇位。但此传说有破绽,其中之一是当时清朝内宫事务一般用满文,因此康熙的遗诏一定有满文的版本,皇四子胤禛不可能以汉文的方式篡改满文的遗诏。其次,当时还没有简化汉字,应该是“于”而不是“于”,所以不应该出现可能被篡改的情况。再次,清朝文档应称“皇四子”或“皇十四子”,而不是直接称呼。因此更不会出现被修改还可读通的情况。

此外,一说康熙传位皇四子胤禛的用意是让胤禛的儿子弘历——即后来的乾隆皇帝——在将来继承清朝的皇位。

雍正继位后,对其兄弟手段颇为毒辣,用各种方式进行迫害。例如皇位的竞争者之一康熙八子爱新觉罗胤祀是非常优秀有才能的一位皇子,他先被雍正封为亲王,后又打成“阿其那”(有学者认为是“猪”的意思,现在有学者认为是“不要脸”的意思);而康熙九子允禟,因同允祀结党,被打为“塞思黑”(有学者认为是“狗”的意思,现在有学者也解释为“不要脸”的意思)。他们即使向雍正上书,也要署名为“爱新觉罗阿其那”及“爱新觉罗塞思黑”。康熙十四子爱新觉罗胤禵是雍正的同母兄弟。得知康熙驾崩后,从西宁抚远大将军任上赶回吊丧,雍正却不允许其进城,后又下旨令其在遵化看守康熙的景陵,对其监禁。雍正所为引起别人对其夺嫡的猜测,为平息传言,雍正下令撰写《大义觉迷录》,但是存在的矛盾之处使人觉得欲盖弥彰,更加怀疑。

也有说法认为迷信的雍正死后不随其父康熙落葬于清东陵而葬于清西陵是因为怕死后因夺嫡一事在地下见罪于祖宗。

根据正史的记载,雍正是因为工作过劳而暴卒的。不过,不少人认为这是托词,关于雍正的真正死因,亦众说纷纭,留下谜团。民间有传说被吕四娘刺杀的,也有传说被曹雪芹的情人害死的,但不足为据。比较多的说法是雍正因病服了有毒的丹药(可能含有水银)后驾崩。

雍正皇帝先后得十六子八女,皇长子和皇次子幼年去世。临死前,雍正把皇位传给皇四子宝亲王弘历, 弘历即乾隆。

edited from http://www.wikipedia.org/

我这个有关皇帝的历史专题荒废了很久,突然心血来潮想继续做下去。希望会有人捧场,哈哈!先此言谢!

欲看过往有关皇帝的专题可以在side bar 那里按下你有兴趣的人物。

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Learning

Ok…this post is written in English upon request.

Have been feeling down since yesterday. If you ask me why….I thinks even myself don’t have the ability to explain. It’s complicated.

Special thanks to…

Hwa Khang. Thanks for listening to me and your humorous crapping. It does make me feel much better. At least I could sleep quite well last night.

Sook Ying. Thanks for always stand beside me.

Chui San, Eilyn, Tze Ching, Jo Anne, Hwee Yin. The lab discussion does brighten my day. Although our out-of-topic discussion was not related to my down-feelings at all…I do feel happier after the discussion.

I believe that man does learn some values of life after some matter happens on him/her. And I did learn. I learned to think at different perspectives on the same matter. I shall not get stuck in a ridiculous matter which I know the answer but I don’t admit it.

I’ve learned a lesson. And…I’ll try my best to improve my skills of controlling my frame of mind.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

An Evening of Music


刚刚看完一场很棒的brass band concert。 演出的是Catholic High School Band, 去年的铜乐队比赛中的全国铜乐队冠军。这场演奏会真的超棒!刚才在现场的我真的忍不住手舞足蹈!我曾经是Catholic High School(CHS)的一部分,却从来没有去看过CHS Band的演奏会,现在我不在CHS读了,却兴致勃勃地去捧场。哈哈...很好笑吧?!

Friday, February 17, 2006

三万风云

三万一张,顿时晴天霹雳,如一盆冷水浇在头上……心情复杂,无法言喻。

79km/h……所谓的超速……就在宽阔、安静的马路上。

RM150……一张三万的代价……..

~!#$%^+-?......目前我最真实的心声。

为什么要这样对我?你那里又没有写明只限乌龟行驶!

今天我变得很乖,因为走每一条路上都感觉到某处有相机在偷窥。

但是别人却在我后面骂我是乌龟,竟然无情地瞪我。

不要吓我啦!我的心脏不怎么好,尤其是昨天被三万吓了!我只是很听话地奉公守法而已嘛!

‘三万风云’今天我的班上最热门的话题。同一条道路的使用者个个人心惶惶。

放学回来,赶快上网查看,看看还有没有三万……

竟然……

心脏简直无法负荷……

1+3……一共是4张……就在同一个地方,同一段时间,不同的日期

4x150 = RM600……很简单的数学,却衍生出足以令钱包严重受伤的数字…

差不多我两个月的薪水(零用钱)……

天啊!

我以后会很乖的啦!

一定会变得很乖….

但是,可不可以先原谅我???

Monday, February 13, 2006

Neo 19

by Wang Lee Hom

XING YI JI HUA QU, Taipei’s hottest new development area, is a vibrant picture of hip, young Taiwanese social life. Warner Village, its central complex, is a trendy place to meet up with friends for a meal, movie, shopping or clubbing.

It was January 2005. I had just released my “Shangri-la” album, and was looking forward to enjoy an evening alone to internally celebrate having completed such an arduous album production.

What better place to feel alone than amidst the bustling Taipei nightlife? Subconsciously, I might have related the peaceful loneliness of being on stage in front of thousands of people to that night’s dinner plans. I decided to make a beeline for Warner’s colorful “Neo 19” building.

Upon entering, my ears immediately latched onto the catchy harp introduction of Britney Spears’s “Every time” pumping into the gargantuan main room. One of her few songs that I actually like, this ballad’s arrangement created the exhilarating illusion of the restaurant’s lofty ceiling being somewhere beyond the stratosphere. I have a penchant for high ceiling, cloudless skies and astronomy. I liked the place.

By conditioned response, I sat myself down in a non-conspicuous corner, but was soon surrounded by a host of smiling waiters with paper coasters to be autographed. So began my mini-autographing session before even seeing a menu…sigh. While obliging as legibly as possible over the coasters’ green “Heineken” logos, I silently asked myself, “should I be signing THESE?” My thoughts were interrupted by the back of a cellular phone shoved in front of my down-turned gaze. “Mr. Wang, can you please sign this for me?” I looked up to see a slightly older, bespectacled restaurant manager. “Sure,” I said as I wrote my name over his phone’s removable battery. “But…”, I began and then stopped.

I didn’t want to come across as arrogant or stingy, but staring at the stack of coaster to be signed, combined with the fact that the manager himself was standing in front of me, my words just came out! I swallowed and continued, “I just released my new album…and you play music (loudly) in your restaurant,” I was feeling awkward already, but I thought after signing so many autographs it was a fair request. “Could you play my new album here, sometimes?” The manager quickly made a wincing expression, and answered in an awkwardly polite way, that to me was no less caustic than a slap in the face.

“Sorry Mr. Wang, our rules are that we can only play English songs here.”

The restaurant manager’s words reverberate in my mind to this day like a gunshot. I’d been hit in the chest and was stunned. “What?” I thought, incredulously. “What kind of rule is that? We’re in Taiwan and you can’t play Chinese songs?” My first emotion was anger. As a musician who has dedicated so much of his life to Chinese music, I was feeling personally attacked. But looking up at the bespectacled restaurant manager, I realized he meant no harm, and it wasn’t his fault. In an effort to make the Warner Village so cool, so hip, so international, they had actually set up rules to follow. Rules, in my ears, that are sadly disillusioned.

I can understand if a Mexican restaurant wants to play only Mexican music to stay consistent with its décor, or a Japanese pub’s theme is to play J-pop music videos in the store. I respect and applaud those creative decisions. But if these establishments in Taiwan, in order to make themselves make more “international”, embrace the prejudice that Chinese music is “too local” for their image, this is not only ludicrous, but also detrimental to the development of our popular culture, and its overall self-esteem.

These rules (decreed, or unspoken) are accepted in many Taiwanese establishments that are trying to be “international”. It’s so ironic that Americans, many of whom know nothing of Chinese, Japanese or Korean culture, (they’ve never even heard of British pop stars like Robbie Williams, Blue or Craig David, who sing in English!), have little or no exposure to international radio, television, movies and print media, are the ones we often look up to as being “international”. The truth of the matter is, Chinese people are in many ways more “international” than the US, and more in touch with the goings on of other countries worldwide.

Chinese establishments should feel proud to play the music of local artists. Now more than ever, we should embrace our own culture, and work hard to take it to a more internationally competitive level. As a musician, this is one of my paramount goals. I know it can be done if we take pride in our work, and in ourselves.

Be proud to be Chinese. No one else has what we’ve got.

source: LEEHOM Shangri-la: Piano and Vocal Score

The reason I had chosen this article to post in my blog is because of the paragraph I highlighted. I seriously agreed with what Lee Hom wrote in the last paragraph. ‘Be proud to be Chinese.’ I often find some Chinese look down on own culture, religion, language and even themselves. A few days ago, I received a silly message from a friend, who is a Malaysian Chinese. She said: “When you go to UK to study, remember NOT to mix with people from China, Hong Kong or Malaysian Chinese. Only those local Chinese or British can help you when you are in trouble.” I strongly disagree with her statement but I had chosen not to answer her as she always good in debating and I don’t want to fight with her on this matter. I can only describe what she said in a word: RIDICULOUS. I had seen some Chinese student organization or Malaysian student association in foreign university. They seem to be so united and cordial to each other. Do you believe that they won’t help each other when someone in trouble? I believe that helping each other is the only way to survive in a foreign and unfamiliar place. Especially when you feel lonely and home sick, then the people with similar background and culture will be the best person to give you strength and courage to face the challenges.

Have you ever met a new friend with the same race as you but you don’t know what language you should choose to speak to him? I shall tell you that I have met a lot of people who don’t know their own language. Then, English had become the first language of conversation between us. By the way, as both of us are Chinese and our ancestors are from China, why can’t we communicate by using our own language? They may tell you ‘no’, including all sorts of reason when you ask them do they know Mandarin. The conclusion can be made from the reasons is ‘Chinese Language is not important’. I don’t mean that Chinese Language must be the language of conversation between Chinese and I understand that there are some difficulties to learn Chinese Language in the areas out of China. Perhaps, environment is the factor that restrained them from learning how to write but they should be able to listen and understand Chinese Language, at least. It’s sad to know that they don’t think it’s a need for them to understand.

Chinese have a great history of 5000 years and yet we are working hard to create a greater future. We should be proud of ourselves! I would like to quote a few sentences from the article: ‘Now more than ever, we should embrace our own culture, and work hard to take it to a more internationally competitive level.’ ‘It can be done if we take pride in our work, and in ourselves.’

‘Be proud to be Chinese.’
我们要为自己是华人而感到自豪!

* I would like to apologize if any of my opinions hurts your feeling.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

曾经...





那时候的我们...

原来已经是很久很久以前的事情了...

新年的五件事

因为蚊子姐,所以我现在在为我的新年写故事。

大年初一 : 所有的节目次序都和往常一样,没有半点不同,平淡却有意义。很巧的,今年的大年初一是绮的生日,所以我为她准备了一份轻便又实用的礼物。这份礼物在生日的一、两个星期前就准备好了。为了这份绮出国前的生日礼物,老实说,我比往常花多了一点心思。

大年初四 : 吃错东西,一家5口有3人食物中毒。而我也是幸运儿之一。在家中的床上倒了一天,完全吃不下东西。对之前几天吃了很多extra的我而言,这简直是清肠胃的大好机会!不过,拜托千万不好再遇上那么‘棒’的体验了,真的受不了。

大年初十 : 这是与时间在赛跑的一天。一早赶去上课,上课时赶着在预定的时间里做完experiment, 放学后赶回家,之后赶着冲凉吃饭,然后去机场。挂在嘴边挂了很多个月,绮终于要走了,不管多么困难我都一定会准时赶到机场为绮送行。我选了衣柜里一件能够让我看起来在最好状态的衣服,因为我们彼此都会永远记得这一刻。不管怎样,我希望这一刻都是美的。机场里,我们的言语都很平淡,但却隐藏着深深的关怀。哭,我想很多人,尤其是认识我们两人的同学都认为我会哭,但是你们错了。机场那一刻,我们都很平静,完全没有哭的冲动,直到绮的妹妹忍不住,让泪湿了脸颊,才触动我们的心情。泪不停在我的眼眶打转,我深咬下唇,绝对不能让任何水珍珠流下来。我不会哭,因为我答应过绮,不要泪送她离开。看着她的背影从我的眼线消失,我也看清绮在遥远的国度一定会很坚强。她一定会让我感到很放心,而我也不会让她失望。以后绮不在的日子,我一定会很坚强,一定可以承受寂寞。

年十一 : 很神奇地,时间表排满满的我这一天竟然不用上课!傍晚收到绮的电话,声音的另一端仍然如往常一样,平淡地话家常。不同的是,我们呼吸着不同空气,还有我不能像往常那样随时随地拿起电话就拨xxxx6377。

年十三 : 炎日的天气突然转凉,面对天气的突变,我无所适从。突然发现,原来天气是为了配合我的心情才下起大雨。在绮离开了几天后,我踏进了她的房间。房间里的摆设没有改变,猪猪枕头仍然安详地躺在床上,每一个代表着过去辉煌的日子的奖牌也坚强地站守在自己的岗位,衣橱里仍然挂着很多属于绮的衣服,书橱上仍然摆着绮曾经看过的书。专属绮的房间没有一点改变,不同的是,房间里少了绮的气味。我终于发现,原来绮已经走了,绮真的走了,绮真的不在我的身边,走了。

不好意思,我今年的新年全都和绮有关系。
我将棒子交给
妙音、开忠、虹玲、绮和惠心

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

往事



今天你走了,我回忆起从前,我们一起的日子。那时候的我们,笑得很灿烂。

Sunday, February 05, 2006

姐妹情深

日子越靠近
我的心却越平静
平静得自己无法相信
原来我还能拥有这一面冷静

我感激上天让我们相遇的安排
不再怨恨我们的分开
我终于能够看开
生存在世界上很多很多的无奈

这些年来发生很多事情
学业、亲情、友情、爱情
很多重要的
也有很多无聊的
遇见了很多过客
才明白你是最重要的

这二十年来
你在我的生活里超然的地位无法替代
也许分开
我们才能更勇敢面对未来
也许分开
我们才能拥有更多毅力战胜漫长的等待
也许分开
我们才能拥有更多力量为自己奋斗未知的将来

请你放心
我会努力让自己不孤独
Shopping, 看力宏一定都会找到别人陪
有什么开心或不开心仍然会找你分担
毕竟现今通讯发达

未来没有我的日子
请你一切小心
如果需要我,我仍然会伸出我的手心
希望你也能和我一起为未来努力
虽然我们彼此相隔两地

绮,加油!

Friday, February 03, 2006

兄弟 Best Friend

又一次拖着醉烂如泥的你回家。用尽力气把你拖到床上, 还要替你整顿好一切才能离开。真得不知道自己为什么还要帮你,一次又一次的帮你。

你时常说,做兄弟要互相帮忙。

兄弟。

我讨厌这个形容我们的代言词。这么多年了, 难道我在你心里只是兄弟吗?比一般好友的感情好一点的兄弟? 连自己的嘴边都忍不住不钩出自嘲的弧度。如果要选世界上最迟钝的动物,我看绝对非你莫属。不,或者要换个角度来说,若要选世界上最笨的动物,就是非自己莫属!这么多年来,等待了多久?期待了多少次?失望了多少回? 心碎了多少次?自己竟然还可以默默地等待和付出,真的是很不可思议!

望着一枚一枚黑白交错的棋子,自己的思路像棋局那样纵横交错。原来,自己与自己对决的棋局也能将自己杀得无路可退。前无去路,后又追兵;攻无可攻,退无可退。由黑与白组成的围棋,一直以来都是我整顿思绪的最佳方式。没想到现今它却带我进入更复杂的思绪。我和你,我曾经也拥有很舒服的距离与相处方式,却没想到另一种情感在自己心底慢慢滋长,直到自己无法控制。我知道这都是因为自己的脚步乱了拍子,步伐不再与你一致。

兄弟。

一直以来,我在你的心里只是一般兄弟。就连追求她,你都要我帮忙献计。那一次,我永远记得。你突然的宣布,将我那如梦初醒的心化成零星碎片。我独自躲在阴暗的角落,让如雨泪花将我的脸颊湿透一整夜,才在心碎中朦胧睡去。现实总是残忍地强迫我接受自己在你心底只是兄弟的事实。然而,我仍然能忍着心痛,冷静地为你献计。违背自己的心意帮你,那是连自己也无法了解的心情。那一次,只是第一次。

你的身边换了一个又一个让你心动的她,而期待与心碎也不断在我的心底重复。帮与不帮也重复地在我内心挣扎。你总是有种力量让我一次又一次伸出自己的掌心。曾经有将我的心看透的朋友问我为什么不敢想你开口,至少让你发现我一直在你身边。我给了他一个苦涩的笑,什么也说不出来。原来自己也很害怕你发现我对你不只是兄弟而对我疏离。原来,盼望改变我们之间的关系的自己也非常矛盾。

我等你,我还是会等你。我期待,我仍然在期待。至于期限,我不知道。可能是一天,可能是一年,可能是十年,可能直到我白发斑斑仍然执迷不悟。也许我会放弃,也许有一天我会觉悟,也许这一辈子都是你虔诚的信徒。也许……我自己也无法预测。

也许,有一天你会爱上我这个兄弟。也许……

® huixin 3/2/2006 1.57am

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