艺术家

我希望我是


其实，
我想征求一点意见……
照片有没有让你觉得我很有艺术细胞？



due to some reasons...i removed the pic

damn…an evidence of not paying attention in the class.

可恶

怪我笨
当初听说你有困难
还想尽小小力量帮助你

当你丑陋的面目一页一页揭开
我们终于看清你狰狞的面目
庆幸没有白费我的善良拯救你

真相已经白化上演
部分笨的选择相信你
我祝他们好运

我现在只想将你所有关于你的东西
全部呕出来
还给你

不明白

我不明白
为什么有些人被人识穿虚伪的面具
黑暗的心肠
还能有勇气
顶着无比厚的脸皮
出现于人前

我想了又想
怎么都不明白

Breast Cancer

Part III

Lifestyle- Related Factors
Breast feeding:
Women who have never breastfed are slightly more likely to develop breast cancer than women who have breastfed for more than a year.

Oral contraceptive use:
Studies have suggested that taking the contraceptive pill very slightly increases a woman's chance of developing breast cancer.

Hormone replacement therapy (also known as postmenopausal hormone therapy)
Women who are taking hormone replacement therapy, or have recently taken it, have a slightly increased risk of breast cancer.

Alcohol:
Drinking a lot of alcohol over many years can increase the risk.

Obesity:
Being overweight, especially for woman after menopause has increase risk of developing breast cancer. Small amount of estrogen is produced by fat tissues. Having more fat tissues can increase your estrogen level, and thus, increase the risk.

Breast Cancer

Part II

I was quite busy in these few days. Any way, it’s time to continue on this topic.

Risk that cannot change
Menstrual periods:
Woman who started menstruating at an early age (before age 12) or who went through menopause at a late age (after age 55) have a slightly higher risk of breast cancer.

Genetics:
Women who inherited mutated BRCA 1 or BRCA 2 genes have 50-80% chance of developing breast cancer over a lifetime. However, this genetic abnormality only accounts for approximately 5% of all women with breast cancer.

CHEK-2 gene increases breast cancer risk about twofold when it is mutated. The risk is greatly increased in women who carry the CHEK-2 mutation and have a strong family history of breast cancer.

Previous chest radiation:
Children or young adults who had radiation therapy to the chest area as treatment for another cancer have higher risk of developing breast cancer when they grow up.

Breast Cancer

Part I

For this semester, my class is divided into groups and each group is assigned to do a poster to raise health awareness. The topic of my group is breast cancer and I’m in charge of risk factors for breast cancer. I think this is an interesting topic, and a serious issue that we shall pay attention on. Therefore, I decided to share the part I’m doing.

Risk that cannot change
Gender:
Being a woman is the main risk factor for developing breast cancer. This is due to the breast cells of woman are constantly exposed to the growth-promoting effects of the female hormones estrogen and progesterone. Breast cancer can affect men as well. Male breast cancer accounts for approximately 1% of the total cases. So, never assume that man will not develop breast cancer!!!

Age:
The risk of developing breast cancer increases with age. Means older people have higher risk of getting breast cancer.

Personal history of breast cancer:
A woman with cancer in one breast has a 3- to 4- fold increased risk of developing a new cancer in the other breast or in another part of the same breast.

Family history of breast cancer:
Breast cancer risk is higher among women whose close blood relatives have this disease. Having 1 first-degree relative (mother, sister, or daughter) with breast cancer approximately doubles a woman’s risk. Having 2 first-degree relatives increases her risk 5-fold. Although the exact risk is not known, woman with a family history of breast cancer in a father or brother also have an increased risk of breast cancer. About 20% to 30% of women with breast cancer have a family member with this disease.

hmm…I think I don’t want to make this post till too long…although there’s still a lot more to go. I’m just afraid that you’ll lose appetite when you see such a long post. Haha….i’ll continue to post about this, soon. VERY SOON! Hope you’ll aware about breast cancer after reading this.

Picture:Mammography image of normal(left) vs cancerous(right) breast

矛盾

我知道世界上唯一不变的事情就是改变
可是每次发现某件事物改变
我仍然有很多感慨
宁愿逃避
不接受事实

那天听说的事情
不断在我脑海徘徊
作了许多假设
从不同的角度从新认识自己

我的脑袋里装满许多新的思想
新的看法
但是我对某些事物仍然保守得可笑
这一点是好是坏
我不知道
如果发生在别人身上
可以一笑置之
但如果自己是主角
我就是接受不了

新与旧的融合体
这就是我
非常矛盾的我

眼神

词：姚若龙　曲：孙燕姿　唱：孙燕姿

被现实推挤，梦想会变形，执着让人，觉得好吃力。
我只是看着你，了解的神情，微笑扬起，又能继续。
有时候，爱是一种眼神，赶走所有苦闷，是你让我记得自己不是一个人。
有你在，什么都有可能，因为彼此信任，真的爱情不需要保证。
你从不劝我，别逆风飞行，牵手陪我，向梦前进。
有时候，爱是一种眼神，赶走所有苦闷，是你让我记得自己不是一个人。
有你在，什么都有可能，因为彼此信任，真的爱情不需要保证。
有时候，爱是一种眼神，赶走所有苦闷，是你让我记得自己不是一个人。
有你在，什么都有可能，因为彼此信任，真的爱情不需要保证，会恒温。

如果可以这样，那该有多好？
很喜欢重复听孙燕姿的歌曲，她的声音总有一种神奇的力量，让人觉得很安定。

annual dinner

The annual dinner of University of Nottingham will be held on 13 April at Shangri-la Hotel. I went for the last year’s dinner which held in another 5 star hotel in KL. I remember that I blog something about that night. You can check my blog history about that, I think the dinner was held on April of last year.

When an info pass from one person to next, then pass to another, the original info seems to become twisted. Well, to make everything clear, I think it would be the best that I could explain everything on my own.

Yes, I decided not to go to the annual dinner.

Reason 1: I don’t really like a prom night. It is just a night for me to spend a lot of time and money to dress up myself and act elegantly. I don’t really like the atmosphere of prom night. Ok la…. I admit that I’m ‘cho loh’ la. I know it’s a night that I can make lots of new friends, but I’m sure that there is lots of way to know someone new.

Reason 2: Last year’s experience was bad. Last year’s annual dinner was my first prom night, but it wasn’t nice. I could remember clearly that the evening was raining, and we spent hours stuck in the jam. Ya, Zifu and Huilee, I’m sure you two remember very well about that too. The food was bad, I think the best dish was the fruit platter. Yes, no joke. I really didn’t expect such ‘delicious’ food from one of the most high class hotel in KL. I really feel disappointed for spending rm100 for the ticket and having such quality of food. In addition, I think that night was boring. By the way, I did enjoy the photo snapping session with my pharmacy gang. We do know very well on self-entertaining.

Reason 3: Rm100 for a ticket is not a small amount. As I am leaving for UK in a few months time, I think I wanna save money for preparation. I have a long list of items to buy, and yet, I have limited budget only. Therefore, I really need to spend wisely.

Well, I did borrow a dress from my cousin before she left for Australia to continue her second year. But, I didn’t buy a dress for this annual dinner. I borrowed it for her because I thought I might want to go. By the way, after considering for twice or more, I don’t think I want to go. I remember I said that I’m looking for a dress and I’ll continue to look for it because I don’t have a dress for formal event. However, this dress is not for this annual dinner. I just want to buy one and bring over to UK.

That’s all for today. Enough to blog about annual dinner.

拒绝

别说我幼稚
别跟我说你想回到过去
你伤害他的心
我就不会原谅你

precious moment

OMG!!! This is so cute!!! So irresistible!! haha…I found this from the website of Malaysia fans club. He never fails to put a smile on my face. By the way, there is an exception…I don’t like the period when he kept his hair long. hmm…basically, I don’t like guys to keep long hair. That’s out of topic…I just wanna share this photo.

For more pictures on Lee Hom’s concert in KL, please visit here.

梦

还是很不敢相信
六个月以后
我就会在这里生活
还是觉得在英国读书
是一个遥不可及的梦
但是
这个梦已经离我那么靠近
我诚心祈求
希望一切顺顺利利
今年九月
将会展开全新的生活

我期待......

元宵夜

这是一个二万五千人和你共同拥有的夜晚。虽然这一晚我们的距离还是很遥远，但我也只有这样才能更靠近你。灯光和目光全都集中在你身上，或许你根本不知道我曾经在你生命中出现过短短的那么一刻。

“我把你当作我的空气，如此形影不离，我大声说我爱的就是你，在爱的幸福国度，你就是我唯一，我唯一爱的就是你，我真的爱的就是你……”

你背着吉他，深情地在演艺，我专心地看着你，仿佛世界只剩我和你，如空气般形影不离。我从来不知道，吉他也可以弹得那么醉人。也许你不知道，这一刻将永远烙印在我心底。

音乐响起，这是我熟悉的旋律，因为这是我闭上眼睛也能让手指在键盘上舞动的歌曲。白色的钢琴配气质不凡的你，我要怎样才能奏得像你，那么震撼人心？幸福可以很简单，浪漫可以很简单，感动可以很简单，只要有你，一切都变得很简单。我想，这一首简单的歌就是这个意思。

黑色的钢琴配白色的钢琴；《江南》配《你不在》；王力宏配林俊杰，这一场演出，只有完美两个字可以形容。他们演出那一刻，轰动得全场尖叫。这一刻的体验，我才知道原来林俊杰可以把《你不在》唱得很好听。

“从今以后，你会是所有，幸福的理由……”白色西装的王子，怎么与我那么靠近？天啊～这魅力我低档不了。Forever Love, 我真的希望这一刻会是永远。

一个非常完美的夜晚，在欢呼中落幕。没有落寞，因为可以和你在一起，在我心里再也没有遗憾。

rum raisin

我最喜欢的冰淇淋，Häagen-Dazs的rum raisin。冰淇淋里散发着酒精的香气，酒不醉人人自醉，完完全全陶醉在冰淇淋的美味中。没有一个冰淇淋牌子做的rum raisin够Häagen的好吃。虽然非常非常好吃，我却很少吃，因为Häagen 的冰淇淋实在是太贵了。一个scoop, 加了tax后，要大约RM 10！相信我，虽然我有点败家，但也有孤寒的一面的。因为不舍得，所以我真的真的很少买来吃 。哈~

第……天

第1天暂时分离
你说短暂的分离
是为了以后永远在一起
我们要坚强面对难题

第325天没有见你
你说要为未来努力
因为圣诞会出现让我见你
结果还是我自己

已经是第154天失去你的消息
电话、简讯没有回应
开始怀疑共同拥有只是幻影
把我们打败的是距离
还是我们自己？

失去消息的第154天开始练习
渐渐对我们的未来死心
无法忍耐距离的遥遥无期
我写下分手快乐送给我自己

® huixin 3 March 2007

元宵

Cool Slideshows

新年期间，吉隆坡这一个繁华的都市总会呈现与众不同的一面。‘生活’两个字清楚地解释我生于吉隆坡，活于吉隆坡，是百分百的吉隆坡人。从出生到长大都生活在这城市的我每一天都在观察这里的每一个小细节。每逢佳节期间，这热闹的城市会变得异常安静，甚至有一点冷清。据我所知，乡村的新年总是特别热闹；这里则是相反，大都市的新年总是特别宁静，每天的塞车景象消失得无影踪。

新年共15天，通常新年过了一半，当人们从新回流到这城市，这繁华的都市才会从新授予平日的活力。吉隆坡的新年，仿佛总是慢半拍。元宵节，灿烂的烟花点缀着漆黑的天空。我拿起相机，透过影像让这美丽且摄人心魂的瞬间变成永恒。

佳节已经来到了尾声，但我仍然不忘祝大家元宵节快乐！

Heroes of Earth World Tour in KL

盖世英雄到来!!! Oh no!!! It’s tomorrow!!! I can’t wait!!! Heart rate is increasing!!! Blood pressure is rising!!! I’m sssssssssoooooooooooo looking forward!!! This might be the last time to see Lee Hom before I head to Nottingham for my 3rd year studies. As a loyal homaniac, this is an impossible-to-miss event for me.

I’m well prepared……for Lee Hom’s concert, tomorrow at Stadium Bukit Jalil.

A Nocturne by Chopin

Op. 9 No. 2 in E-flat major, by Frédéric Chopin is one of the nocturnes I like the most. A nocturne is usually a musical composition that is inspired by, or evocative of, the night. It can be simply describe as night pieces. I hope you do like this piece as I do.

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其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己却转过身不断啜泣。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对她自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火，不会冲你撒娇，不会让你哄她--因为在别人面前她都是淑女。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，即使让她生气也不会超过2天！
而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她……
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她……于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她……
于是，你们总莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福……
因为她喜欢你，所以才偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。
她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，
因为真正值得让她哭的那个人根本舍不得让她哭……
她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着“你走开”，心里却一直叫你留下。
她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身；当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，那是滂沱在心里的泪~请你张开臂膀拥抱她！
在爱情世界里，你们总是彼此伤害着，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈，爱到轰轰烈烈！
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够，不要试图让彼此受伤，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。
你们彼此相爱需要的是温暖、是幸福、是甜蜜、是快乐，而不是伤害。不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就漠然离去。
要知道，当你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光……
越是安静，战火就越传，这是冷战，也是彼此的伤害。
无论以后怎么的复合，那些伤口是曾经存在的，是你怎么也抹不去的……
她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠、转身的无声安静。
只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。
那么她所有的小性子、所有的坏脾气、所有的臭毛病在你眼里都是撒娇。
她只是想你宠她，想你抱她

Got this from Jojo's blog.

这个世界上有太多很好笑的笨蛋了。读完后，我只是在傻笑。