下雨的午后
咖啡馆里喝着咖啡
豆大的雨点散落大地
一遍一遍重复
期盼雨过天晴
等待了好久好久
倾盆大雨终于转小
我走进了雨中
好久好久没有淋雨
水珠穿透衣衫
微笑
夜，微风透窗而入
重复打喷嚏
患上严重感冒
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Friday, October 27, 2006
你真坏！
火，你真坏！
你烧了森林，
烧了鸟儿的家，
也烧了兽类的家。
火，你真坏！
你烧了森林，
也带来烟雾，
把城市搞得乌烟瘴气。
烟雾，你真坏！
你为我的国家带来了黑烟，
把我的太阳也给偷了。
烟雾，你真坏！
把我的清新空气抢走，
把美丽的天空变黑了，
令我们看不见蓝天。
烟雾，你真坏！
你把动物，人们弄病了。
烟雾，我恨你！
26 September 1997
翻开旧的作品，仿佛掉入时光隧道，回到从前。那年1997，我五年级。对，是小学五年级。那年我国被烟雾侵袭，许久不见蓝天，大家出门时都带着口罩。那时候的我写了这篇诗，祈祷蓝天呈现在我眼前。现在看回旧作品，觉得那时的心智都很不成熟。但是，没有从前，又怎么会有现在呢？
连续几天下长命雨，终于洗去困扰我们许久的烟雾。我爱蓝天，但愿林火事件不再发生。
你烧了森林，
烧了鸟儿的家，
也烧了兽类的家。
火，你真坏！
你烧了森林，
也带来烟雾，
把城市搞得乌烟瘴气。
烟雾，你真坏！
你为我的国家带来了黑烟，
把我的太阳也给偷了。
烟雾，你真坏！
把我的清新空气抢走，
把美丽的天空变黑了，
令我们看不见蓝天。
烟雾，你真坏！
你把动物，人们弄病了。
烟雾，我恨你！
26 September 1997
翻开旧的作品，仿佛掉入时光隧道，回到从前。那年1997，我五年级。对，是小学五年级。那年我国被烟雾侵袭，许久不见蓝天，大家出门时都带着口罩。那时候的我写了这篇诗，祈祷蓝天呈现在我眼前。现在看回旧作品，觉得那时的心智都很不成熟。但是，没有从前，又怎么会有现在呢？
连续几天下长命雨，终于洗去困扰我们许久的烟雾。我爱蓝天，但愿林火事件不再发生。
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word
Artist: Kenny G + Richard Marx
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Music
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Music
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
A Wednesday
A day started at 9.05a.m. I don’t mean that my class started at 9. Well, my lectures suppose to start at 9 and I suppose to be sit in the lecture hall (room, I suppose?) before 9. Nope, I actually woke up at 9.05 on this special day. Special enough, cuz my record of never skip class is broken. Oh NNNNOOOOOOOOO!!!! How can this record be broken??!! Not purposely wanna skip class, ok?! Gotta blame my alarm…cuz it didn’t ring!! It supposes to wake me up at 7 and it didn’t do its good job! Ok, it’s time to ‘pecat’ my alarm.
Got into the car in 15 minutes (less than 15 mins, I think), 4 times faster than usual (usually takes 1 hour…haha). Luckily I’m able to get on time for Professor Tendler’s class. Dunno the spelling for his name correct or not. He is quite scary…with serious face..and will scold u if u r late for class. Some more, he is the Head of Pharmacy school, so we must behave ourselves. Is this means tat we no need to behave in other lecturers’ class?? Nonono…we are good students, ok?! We had 3 and a half hours of NMR with him, when the lectures end, the only word I can describe the lectures is ‘headache’! In case you don’t know what NMR is, it stands for Nuclear Magnetic Resonance. Still don’t know what is it? I would say, it’s complicated stuff that is too difficult to be understood.
I might be in UK in about 9 months time cuz Boots the Chemist is offering every single student in my course for 8 weeks internship during next year summer. So, Xiuqi and Emily, both of you won’t be seeing me in a few years time if you don’t come back in next year’s summer, before I leave. Hwa Khang, I definitely will miss you, and Khoi Choong, you too. Aik~~gone too far, gotta back to the topic. After a few family meetings with my family members (oh ya, a few of us who decided to go to the same place together had form a family), we decided to choose Manchester as our first choice and Birmingham the second. My dear family members: Lou Po (wife in Cantonese), daughter, and maid, we have to stay strong and tahan lasak in Manchester. By the way, why do you all choose me as Lou Kong (husband) aka the head of the family since I’m the youngest member of the family? Fine, I’ll try to be a responsible Lou Kong and protect u all! (So, who’s gonna protect me??) I’m definitely going to take the internship, provided that I pass all the papers. Note, I MUST PASS all papers…this seems a bit difficult if blurriness continues in our biochem lectures. Not blaming our beloved Mr Tweety, but I really miss Dr Doughty a lot. Dear Dr Doughty, without your assistance, I think we gonna drown in the sea of carbon.
Ok la, enough for today. Tomorrow I’m not going to miss the swimming session. So, I’ll make sure my alarm works!
Got into the car in 15 minutes (less than 15 mins, I think), 4 times faster than usual (usually takes 1 hour…haha). Luckily I’m able to get on time for Professor Tendler’s class. Dunno the spelling for his name correct or not. He is quite scary…with serious face..and will scold u if u r late for class. Some more, he is the Head of Pharmacy school, so we must behave ourselves. Is this means tat we no need to behave in other lecturers’ class?? Nonono…we are good students, ok?! We had 3 and a half hours of NMR with him, when the lectures end, the only word I can describe the lectures is ‘headache’! In case you don’t know what NMR is, it stands for Nuclear Magnetic Resonance. Still don’t know what is it? I would say, it’s complicated stuff that is too difficult to be understood.
I might be in UK in about 9 months time cuz Boots the Chemist is offering every single student in my course for 8 weeks internship during next year summer. So, Xiuqi and Emily, both of you won’t be seeing me in a few years time if you don’t come back in next year’s summer, before I leave. Hwa Khang, I definitely will miss you, and Khoi Choong, you too. Aik~~gone too far, gotta back to the topic. After a few family meetings with my family members (oh ya, a few of us who decided to go to the same place together had form a family), we decided to choose Manchester as our first choice and Birmingham the second. My dear family members: Lou Po (wife in Cantonese), daughter, and maid, we have to stay strong and tahan lasak in Manchester. By the way, why do you all choose me as Lou Kong (husband) aka the head of the family since I’m the youngest member of the family? Fine, I’ll try to be a responsible Lou Kong and protect u all! (So, who’s gonna protect me??) I’m definitely going to take the internship, provided that I pass all the papers. Note, I MUST PASS all papers…this seems a bit difficult if blurriness continues in our biochem lectures. Not blaming our beloved Mr Tweety, but I really miss Dr Doughty a lot. Dear Dr Doughty, without your assistance, I think we gonna drown in the sea of carbon.
Ok la, enough for today. Tomorrow I’m not going to miss the swimming session. So, I’ll make sure my alarm works!
Sunday, October 15, 2006
工作回忆录
试猜一下我第一份工是什么工？Promoter? 临教？Direct Selling?
都不是。那年我刚刚读完中二，跟我的表姐和两个表弟，四个人在我的舅舅的公司的货舱里做labelling。我的舅舅的公司是入口中药的。我们四个人每天从早上8点半到下午4点半就在狭窄的货舱里对着一瓶一瓶的中药，为它们贴上美丽的衣裳。好啦，那只是普通的标签，只是我加上‘美丽’两个字。听起来很沉闷吗？事实上，那时候我们四个人都做得很开心。一起吃午餐，一起坐巴士回家，工作时有说有笑。还记得第一次拿到薪水的时候，我买了芙蓉烧包回家请家人吃。
之后几年的长假，我都过得很懒惰。直到去年读完A-Levels, 我才第二次工作。那次是和表姐在Mid Valley的HomeDec Exhibition里，帮表姐的阿姨做窗帘推销员。那次学到了推销产品和与顾客沟通的技巧，还学会了看档口，还有了解到这种展览的运作。由于第一次接触到sales, 我和表姐每天晚上结账时知道营业额上升时都感到兴奋无比。那次的展览来了很多参观者，我们真的忙得应接不暇。终于明白到赚钱难，那时候我和表姐每天的午餐和晚餐都挑最经济实惠的。对了，那一次工作还让我和表姐看到了一个好朋友的小秘密。
要讲工作经验当然少不了临教那份工作。我想，如果我没有做过临教，我永远都无法了解老师望着一脸茫然的学生的感觉。我不敢说我很聪明，至少我不是笨的，因为老师上课时的讲解，大致上我都明白的。做临教这段期间，我接触到一些比较弱的学生，解释了N次他们还是不明白。我没有骂，也没有生气，我只是不断重复解释，尝试明白他们的不明白。做临教有一个好处，那就是只有我给脸色别人看，没有人敢给脸色我看！虽然说现在很多学生都不尊敬老师，但他们还是不能给老师脸色看的。所以，只有我骂人，没有人骂我。哈哈！
还有，我还做过Nxxxxx ice-cream 推销员，在1 Utama 的 Gxxxx卖冰淇淋。我发誓，我再也不要在超级市场里工作！这一份工作给了我很多很坏的经验。一个人搬东西走过安静阴暗的loading bay, 看过那些超级市场负责任的脸色，招待过奇怪的客户，还看过那些自己为有钱就很了不起的客户的脸色。还有，我派ice-cream sample的时候被小孩围攻拿冰淇淋，那些小孩竟然还叫我AUNTIE!!!晕~对了，那几次走过loading bay时真的很害怕，怕出了意外也没有人救我，那是我从来没有过的恐惧。还有一次我走开一下子去倒垃圾，回来时竟然发现有人拿了我放在试吃的地方的汤匙，开了冰淇淋来吃！那些人也真的很够猖狂！除了坏经验，不得不提的是，那次是我第一次和好友，淑盈在同一个地方工作。还好那时候有她探班和陪我吃晚餐。她的陪伴是惨痛回忆中的美好。
我还试过和表姐在franchise show里做推销员。那个展览丰富了许多我对商业世界的知识。由于那是一个寻求生意伙伴的展览，那次我们应付了许多老狐狸，的确很考我们的口才和应变能力。
以上就是我的曾经做过的工作，希望没有遗漏任何工作。未来，如无意外，应该是做一个药剂师。到底未来生活如何？我期待着。
都不是。那年我刚刚读完中二，跟我的表姐和两个表弟，四个人在我的舅舅的公司的货舱里做labelling。我的舅舅的公司是入口中药的。我们四个人每天从早上8点半到下午4点半就在狭窄的货舱里对着一瓶一瓶的中药，为它们贴上美丽的衣裳。好啦，那只是普通的标签，只是我加上‘美丽’两个字。听起来很沉闷吗？事实上，那时候我们四个人都做得很开心。一起吃午餐，一起坐巴士回家，工作时有说有笑。还记得第一次拿到薪水的时候，我买了芙蓉烧包回家请家人吃。
之后几年的长假，我都过得很懒惰。直到去年读完A-Levels, 我才第二次工作。那次是和表姐在Mid Valley的HomeDec Exhibition里，帮表姐的阿姨做窗帘推销员。那次学到了推销产品和与顾客沟通的技巧，还学会了看档口，还有了解到这种展览的运作。由于第一次接触到sales, 我和表姐每天晚上结账时知道营业额上升时都感到兴奋无比。那次的展览来了很多参观者，我们真的忙得应接不暇。终于明白到赚钱难，那时候我和表姐每天的午餐和晚餐都挑最经济实惠的。对了，那一次工作还让我和表姐看到了一个好朋友的小秘密。
要讲工作经验当然少不了临教那份工作。我想，如果我没有做过临教，我永远都无法了解老师望着一脸茫然的学生的感觉。我不敢说我很聪明，至少我不是笨的，因为老师上课时的讲解，大致上我都明白的。做临教这段期间，我接触到一些比较弱的学生，解释了N次他们还是不明白。我没有骂，也没有生气，我只是不断重复解释，尝试明白他们的不明白。做临教有一个好处，那就是只有我给脸色别人看，没有人敢给脸色我看！虽然说现在很多学生都不尊敬老师，但他们还是不能给老师脸色看的。所以，只有我骂人，没有人骂我。哈哈！
还有，我还做过Nxxxxx ice-cream 推销员，在1 Utama 的 Gxxxx卖冰淇淋。我发誓，我再也不要在超级市场里工作！这一份工作给了我很多很坏的经验。一个人搬东西走过安静阴暗的loading bay, 看过那些超级市场负责任的脸色，招待过奇怪的客户，还看过那些自己为有钱就很了不起的客户的脸色。还有，我派ice-cream sample的时候被小孩围攻拿冰淇淋，那些小孩竟然还叫我AUNTIE!!!晕~对了，那几次走过loading bay时真的很害怕，怕出了意外也没有人救我，那是我从来没有过的恐惧。还有一次我走开一下子去倒垃圾，回来时竟然发现有人拿了我放在试吃的地方的汤匙，开了冰淇淋来吃！那些人也真的很够猖狂！除了坏经验，不得不提的是，那次是我第一次和好友，淑盈在同一个地方工作。还好那时候有她探班和陪我吃晚餐。她的陪伴是惨痛回忆中的美好。
我还试过和表姐在franchise show里做推销员。那个展览丰富了许多我对商业世界的知识。由于那是一个寻求生意伙伴的展览，那次我们应付了许多老狐狸，的确很考我们的口才和应变能力。
以上就是我的曾经做过的工作，希望没有遗漏任何工作。未来，如无意外，应该是做一个药剂师。到底未来生活如何？我期待着。
Saturday, October 14, 2006
2nd Anniversary
Dear blog, happy birthday!!! You are two years old! I can’t imagine how I live without you in these two years. I have been posting hundreds of my stories, my feelings, my poems, my pictures, songs…too many to be mentioned.My dear blog is two years old! Thanks to all of my blog reader, thanks for supporting my blog in these years. Your visits are my strength to continue writing. Of course, I’ll keep continue fishing for inspiration. Thank you so much!
Happy birthday!!!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
离人节
傍晚时分，雨。早晨时挂在蓝天里的白云化成豆大的雨点洒落大地，落在我头上，慢慢滑落，直到脚底。曾经是白云雨水轻触我的衣裳，然后扩散，一点一点蔓延。我在阴天里一个人走着，一步一步向前走。雾气渐渐呈现在我的眼帘，凝固，移至眼角，滑落。
我不懂这是什么心情，我不知道我可以做什么，也不知道我可以说什么。空白，正是我脑海里的色彩。羽睫渐渐往上移，天还是灰的。此刻，只有内心的对白。这到底是什么滋味？还是无语。
微风吹过，冷得像冬天般刺骨。虽然冷，却仍然比我的心暖。控制不住的寒颤，是孤独，是阴暗，是忧郁。此刻下起了暴风雪，就在我那淌血的心里。你曾经说过的，一句一句在我耳边徘徊。曾经令我笑的，如今只是一句一句冰冷无情的讽刺。这是你，退去糖衣后，真真实实的你，无添加，不造作。
也许雨后会有彩虹，但那永远不再属于我们共同拥有的天空。离人节，从今以后属于这一天。泪水正在蔓延，溶解在往下坠灰雨中。我想我会剪断思念，告别曾经有你的每一天。对你，不再见。
纯属虚构
® huixin 6.41p.m. 10 October 2006
我不懂这是什么心情，我不知道我可以做什么，也不知道我可以说什么。空白，正是我脑海里的色彩。羽睫渐渐往上移，天还是灰的。此刻，只有内心的对白。这到底是什么滋味？还是无语。
微风吹过，冷得像冬天般刺骨。虽然冷，却仍然比我的心暖。控制不住的寒颤，是孤独，是阴暗，是忧郁。此刻下起了暴风雪，就在我那淌血的心里。你曾经说过的，一句一句在我耳边徘徊。曾经令我笑的，如今只是一句一句冰冷无情的讽刺。这是你，退去糖衣后，真真实实的你，无添加，不造作。
也许雨后会有彩虹，但那永远不再属于我们共同拥有的天空。离人节，从今以后属于这一天。泪水正在蔓延，溶解在往下坠灰雨中。我想我会剪断思念，告别曾经有你的每一天。对你，不再见。
纯属虚构
® huixin 6.41p.m. 10 October 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Sunday, October 08, 2006
离人节 Heartbreaking Day
曲：冯翰铭 词：严云农 主唱：蔡依林
在我们的故事 写下结局前 请你 聆听最后尾奏 的音乐 幸福
渐远 心跳渐弱 回音在休止符后停留了 好久
当每一个当下 变成过去后 自由 也许是离人们 的折磨 在狂
欢时寂寞 从绝望里复活 才明白 爱会随时间 逐渐成熟
从那一天 原谅你的瞬间 我不过情人节 我和未来 不再相恋
爱断了线 于是我每天都 过想你的离人节 不再见面 不代表我
不再对你想念 你是曾经的 永远 会永远 在我 身边
从那一天 放开你的瞬间 我不过情人节 除非未来 还会出现
爱断了线 我如何能不再 过想你的离人节 希望这是 最后一次
向最爱说再见 也希望下个 永远 会永远 在我 身边
如果等待有尽头，那么到了尽头，会不会不再回头？雨天，微冷的风却冷得像冬天那般刺骨。是孤独，是阴暗，是忧郁。我下定决心，从原谅你那一瞬间开始，我不过情人节，虽然思念，但我不想回顾过去。对你，不再见。
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
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