too much work

I’ve got so much work to do, but I only have so little time. Sigh, I need to produce a 2500 words essay and hand it within 2 weeks time and I’ve got so much lab work going on. Next week I need to show my supervisor about my progress on my 8000 words dissertation. How can I get so much work done in so little time? Shall like just write crap and simply do it? I’m so lack of motivation and reluctant to start the work. Curse the stupid final semester! Sometimes I just don’t know why I am working on all these stuff. You know, for all the research and information I do for my dissertation is not going to help me when I’m practicing as a pharmacist. Customers won’t be interested to discuss about K-atp channel with me in the pharmacy. So, after completing the essay, I can actually dump everything away and never see it again. So, since this I can dump them after hand in the essay, what is the reason for me to work hard on it?

And yet, I still haven’t started to write my 2500 words essay which is going to due soon. I just hate the work so much! I feel so pressure but I’m still ending up doing nothing about my work. What I kept doing is all those irrelevant stuff. OMG, what’s wrong with me?!!!

Ok, it’s 11.20pm ald, and another day is gone. Let’s see what’s have I done today: Went to lab for another unfruitful session, went to student service centre, baked croissant, cook herbal chicken, fried prawn cracker, clean the kitchen and do laundry work. I’ve done a lot of work, but how many of them are relevant to my assignments? Damn…damn…damn….I really need more motivation to work hard on my assignments.